Losing Heart for It

Friends of my blogs, I am losing my heart for writing here. I have experienced a, to me personally, great catastrophic event. I have been cut in half. The heart for the business of the world has been pierced. I am taking it very poorly and very seriously. Normal is sliding away. It will not return, except in some guise as pleasantness. But never again the usual enthusiasm.

It is a thing that must come to every human lifetime. It is universally human. The heart goes elsewhere. Not here. Never here again. I will never be the same.

Why do people fold their hands together when they pray? It is a disengagement of the hands from all work when the work becomes only thought and feeling. But I am an atheist without a prayer. There are higher powers in whom I must put my faith here, not there. I need a higher power, now. And I need time for doing what I can, while I await the outcome of my higher power.

There is more to say, sometime.

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Published in: on April 5, 2012 at 10:52 pm  Comments (10)  

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